Mommyhood

 

Mommyhood is literally like having a mental capacity of a person fighting for her dear life in the hood. It's like a rollercoaster of emotions that have your anxiety jumping hoops with you. I literally wake up in middle of the night and sleepwalk, only I don't walk but just check to see if my daughter is breathing fine. She's a thriving 6 years old but I can't help but worry over endless things, her rhinitis, her ballet school, her tutor class schedule, her dinner. My brain is 10x more scattered mentally taking grocery list  of things we need at home, things we need for her school and her schedule. But alas it's the most fulfilling, one that I always thank God for allowing me to mother this special child...